Best Cousin!

So, I know I haven't blogged in a VERY long time but that's because I've been on Facebook mostly.
But when I'm not on Facebook I'm usually spending time with my favorite cousin, Cassidy. :)
I met Cassidy at my Grandpa's funeral. Yes, both my Mother's Parent's passed away. :( Me and Cassidy added each other on Facebook, then Skype, then I got a phone and her number, then I moved and now I am 5 minutes away from her instead of 20 minutes. We talk every single day and she's just the best thing in my life right now.
Love her so much. <3
We'll have sleepovers for three days in a row when she's on school break. That's just how awesome we are, haha!

Thoughts and Giggles

Okay, so, being an aunt is fabulous. Let me just start you right there. Alright, let me explain the slightest details of what my nephew, Benson, has learn in his first 10 months of his life. Benson can laugh at silly faces, because now he understands you're actually being silly, and not making him say in his head "I think it's trying to say something...?" Yes, seeing the little guy smile is something you can't treasure deep enough in your heart. Also, Benson can clap, point, and SO much more. 

He'll be one years old in March. Which, as an aunt, you can't help but giggle when you think about it!

When I'm falling asleep, in the quiet of the house, It's very simple to think. I always think what I should do tomorrow, what I should wear, then I go through memory thoughts. I love thinking about my old house, the one I was born in, I made memories in, I grew up in! I think about how Benson will act, sound, look when he's older. Thoughts go through my head like a tornado. The "tornado" picks up memories, and I chose to keep only the best memories and thoughts underground so nothing, not even a tornado, can get'em!

Books

So, I started reading "Black Beauty" last week and I finished it just a few days ago! It was such a great book. I'm not a big book reader, and I don't find many books I enjoy reading but I really liked Black Beauty.
Last night, I found "The Swiss Family Robinsons", I started reading that. So far, I guess I like it, but I enjoyed Black Beauty more than The Swiss Family Robinsons.
I tried reading "White Fang", but someone tore out the first two pages and I can't understand who White Fang is. It's a shame that I can't read such a wonderful book, so I hear. But I'll live.
One time, I tried writing my own book, but I just got bored of it after the 12th chapter. Now, I'm starting to write a new one. My friends wanted to help me, too. My friend Elijah tried helping, but we didn't get much done. Brianna also tried helping me, but she really didn't want to do much. Now, my friend Zachary wants to help. I don't have anything for him to do! I already know what I want my book to be about. I don't need any help. But, I'd like for him to help, just to be nice.
Thanking to my friends, Brianna Stewart, Elijah May, and Zachary Saunders, for some ideas.

Pictures

Jets and airplanes fly over our house a lot and they get SO close! I can even see in the windows!

                                            You can see the moon in the middle of the clouds.

I usually get this close to bees, butterflies, hornets, etc!

This little white kitten just discovered what "grass" is. Sadly, it was hard and dead grass!

We have a beautiful young tree growing on the side of our house. This is the kind of flowers it grows.

I tried this over and over and over again, and finely this is the best one so far. I'm the only model I have to use in my pictures! (Sadly)

I have many more pictures to share, but I'd rather just keep them on Google+. I'll try to  blog my other photos tomorrow!

SD Card Discovery

I found out how to put a SD card in a laptop. So now I can share my pictures with my friends and family. :^) I now can blog about each of my photos. I'll try to take many pictures each day.
I can upload the pictures to my blog and Google+. Finely someone can see how great I am! I'm so exited!
 I take so many pictures I can't pick one as my favorite. I know my photos aren't the "best", but I think there good enough to brag about.

Eye For Photography

I have always had a "special" eye. I figured that out when I was ten years old. I grabbed a camera, and walked outside. My eyes flew to a different world, and I snapped a few pictures! I noticed that the background maters just as much as what you are focusing on. If you take a picture of a tree and there is a house behind it, that's a bad picture. It needs to have more trees behind it, or a person doing something that the camera is unfocused on. Maybe a flower garden, or just something different but still the same.

When I was eleven years old, my Mom got a very nice camera. The camera was about $400 dollars or so. I reached out for the camera, and once I touched it...I knew what to do. I let my self take steps and then I held my hands up and pushed on the button to take the picture.
I noticed at that moment I took some really awesome pictures. Now, I'm twelve years old and taking pictures rapidly! Flowers, trees, cats, grass, the moon, air plan, sunset, sky, clouds, etc.

Tomorrow (Friday, August, 24, 2012) my parents get paid. My Mom is going to take me to Walmart to find a cheap small camera for me to use. I will use my Moms for super photography, and mine for my volleyball games, me and Elise, etc!
I love to take photos, and I wish I could share them with the world.
 Twelve year old Rebecca McLeish, An awesome photographer! On the front of a website. I want to ask my brother-N-law if he could make me a website for my pictures, but I don't know what he would say back.  It would be great if I could put my pictures up on a website and people could see it! I don't have anywhere to share my photos. I have my blog, and Google+ but I only have 4 followers on here, and a few on Google+ who don't care that much.

Bunny Tears

I woke up eating, cleaning, playing, enjoying my morning (I actually woke up at 12:20, so not really a "morning").

 My parents didn't get me anything for my birthday last month because I had a hard time thinking of what I wanted. I said "I want a game account!" then I thought again. "I want a new fish, maybe!" then I changed my mind. I really REALLY want a new bunny. If you read my other blogs, they will probably say something about my old bunny, Rozarah. I made got the name from my friends who gave me the bunny. Rose, and Sarah. I got creative and made up the name Rozarah with a Z not a S. My bunny passed away in the jaws of Eva; my brothers dog. I was very sad, and angry at the same time. Rozarah was the best animal a girl could wish for. I only had her for 3 days, then left her alone for 4 days because I had to take care of someones house. We went back for Rozarah, and she was dead. I screamed and cried all day. 

I want another bunny for my birthday from my parents, but they think we have too many pets. Two dogs and I forget how many cats. But my Mom said "No bunny, we have too many animals!" when she is going to get frogs and a turtle. We already have a bunny cage, and I'm super responsible!

 I filled my room up with tears. (I'm about to cry...) Rozarah was my best friend, besides Elise. She was amazing. She let me brush her hair, feed her carrots (which I thought only cartoon bunny's would do, but real bunny's eat carrots too!) and kiss her, hold her, hug her, talk to her! Sometimes, I think how much fun it would be if she was still alive with me. 

I know she is in heaven, because all animals go to heaven I believe. I've seen heaven before, but that's a whole different story I'll blog about some other time. Right now, it's about my bunny. 

I imagine that she is sitting on the bed with me listening to the radio, but then I look again and theirs nothing to see. I want to tell her about Elise, but I can't. I want to show her my new room, but I can't. 

Alright, tears are filling up my eyes so this post wont go on much longer.

I wish I could just hold her one more time; just for two seconds! Another bunny would make me happy, but miss Rozarah more. It would still fill in my empty spot in my heart. I have an empty spot for everything, besides Jesus. 

If I had another bunny, I would let Elise hold it, and feed it. And I....never mind! I would name is after Elise in some way.

I could never replace Rozarah. Their is no bunny in the world like her. Another bunny would fill part of my empty spot! When I say "I could never replace Rozarah." I mean only she could make me happy like she did. I will always miss her, and cry for her. (It's hard for me to type. Tears are blocking my eyes!)

 I don't understand. I cry because I miss her, and another bunny would make me SUPER happy, but not like she did. I feel like I could never be happy again. Either I have a bunny, or I don't! I will always be sad. :'(

Dear, Rozarah. I'm glad you're in heaven. I know how great of a place it is up their, I've seen it. I pray for you almost everyday! I wish you were back here with me and Elise, but God rather have you. You were so cute. Brown with a little gray. Dark brown eyes, that look black. A hole in your ear so I can stick a tag in it and show you in the fair. I miss you Rozarah, and I can never replace you. If I do get another bunny, I don't want it to be like you. I want you to be like you, and me like me! I love you! <3

~Becca~